so, it appears that the links on the side of my blog are becoming less and less useful, but i'm keeping them up out of obstinance rather than as evidence of functionality. it's the story of my life, really. i suppose i can understand not wanting to write in a public forum that provides a certain degree of pressure of presentability when sometimes, the last thing you're feeling is presentable. but. i'm sad about it. and i just wanted to say that. and i know i don't write as much as i should, or as much as i want to, and i swear, there are things rolling around in my head that i want to write about, but i am more oblique than perhaps is good for me, more obtuse than some may like, but perhaps not enough for others. but i'm still here for now. or around, anyway. so do check in. if you do. or not. i will still be clicking the defective links on a daily or near daily basis, if only for ritual's sake. because when you don't have religion, you still need rituals, and that need is perhaps more religious than not. but. i'm not sure what it all means, this walking away from the blogging, but i'm not quite ready to let it go just yet.
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